with a monster
who ate me whole
devoured me faster then light
just by saying 3 meaningless  words
words no one said to me before

I feel in love with a monster
who wore such a good mask
he had such a great costume
I thought he was the one
but now I see he is.... he's the one that broke me.

I feel in love with a monster
all because he knew I was unloved
and he gave me the thing I wanted
and now...he gives me the thing I fear most

loneliness.