my mind is a simultaneous contradictions never a clear black and white wrong and right passed the daylight my mental agony is back vicious cycle of fight who will win unnecessary anxiety or liberation of heart back and forth filled with guilt, doubt, confussion motive: platonic intimacy restoring my balance
is it though? is it platonic? feels downright impossible to argue if I do not feel anything these rush of joy everytime you're near how I don't want anyone else to ever touch you
tonight when the moon is up we'd escape with eachother again
310519 | 23:01 AM coffee shop Samakami, "ya terserah kamu kalau kamu ga percaya, kamu yang milih buat ga percaya."