(Intro) Truth is, It’s stupid I say it every day because that’s what we’re used to.
(Part I) Maybe I just don’t trust her, but I think I love her. I'm just a little bit way too close for my own comfort, who knew that after all this time and what I put people through. I’d be the one feeling like number two.
(Part II) We had a good thing, guess I wasn’t enough. She made the call to place me on hold, I need to wake up. I keep seeing her in my dreams So I’ve been fighting my sleep
(Part III) I’m seeing her more but less stars in her eyes. she’s gotten closer. I’m getting distant with time.
(Part IV) Our kisses are bitter. Still, I don’t know why I’m with her I used to be revitalized by her fragrance Now her scent gives me shivers
(Part V) If I’m being honest I’m regretting August She keeps saying “I love you”, like its a promise. I invested so much of my time just to watch someone else profit.
(Part VI) My heart erupts because I fell in love I still write about what she once was. I still see her and give the strongest of hugs. I've been on the brink of insanity and numb to the drugs
(Part VII) Your tears don’t phase me because I feel like you betrayed me. We were never exclusive, I gave it my all. I can’t imagine what you give
I just wanted to share it because it just feels better than keeping it in my notepad.