I’m scared I’m losing you
My whole life is built around you
I have come to terms with the heart ache you cause me

For it is not the fear of losing you which upsets
It is the fear I will still be here in 10 years time
Here crying myself to sleep again
Begging you to look after me

You have never cared for me properly
Not properly how it should be
you have never been consistent in anything
Apart from the way you put me down

You don’t even know me
You’ve never properly got to know me
Everything is about you
I just went under the radar

And now I’m so very afraid
I long for you to love me the way I love you
you have broke me and made me someone insignificant
You don’t like to see me happy or doing well
You never have