In the dark. I let myself shiver. If I had a lover . I wish they would hold me. I wish they were there. So I don’t focus on the monster that’s not there reaching for my neck. But instead,their heartbeat when I put my head on there chest. Like a flashlight in a dark tunnel.
I CAN SEE THAT EVERYTHING AHEAD IS GOING TO BE OKAY
* to bad I left it in the basement and it’s out of batteries* Like I am weak when they leave me
Lonely and confession I’m still afraid of the dark and my parents hate my part on the electricity bill.