Suicide never waits, it just takes. It takes and it rapes and those closest to you? they break.
It’s on a 2 week streak. Go ahead and mark twice on suicides line. One survived and the other... died. and me? It’s just a matter of time and all I want to know is why. Why didn’t he get to finish his life? Why was it his time? Why?
I’d trade my life for him to live a second time. only because I know he tried. He tried to mollify that pain inside. Yet I could still see that hurt in his eyes. and what did I do? I stopped talking to him for some time. I didn’t know his sadness would be his demise. Maybe then I would’ve stayed and rode the ride. Oh how I wish it was all a lie. I just wish he’d pop up and make a status like SURPRISE, I’M STILL ALIVE.