Feb 2013
skin entirely
too thick and scarred,
no blade nor your name can penetrate.
carved with a blade
your words
your love
your lies
your hate.
i had not left you
you had left me
not only bitter,
but weak and a tongue
shaped to spit hate.
you had loved
me
her
her
her
yet you leave your words with me?
open your eyes
i cant breathe
you're drowning me
too thick and scarred,
no blade nor your name can penetrate.
carved with a blade
your words
your love
your lies
your hate.
i had not left you
you had left me
not only bitter,
but weak and a tongue
shaped to spit hate.
you had loved
me
her
her
her
yet you leave your words with me?
open your eyes
i cant breathe
you're drowning me
Hurting myself only made me realize that I still love you, you love me, but we only hate. Loving you taught me to hate myself, history repeats, and water stings. Hating myself taught me how to hide, where to hurt, and how to let people in. Letting people in taught me how to push away, block them, to cry was weak, and gave me a bitter tongue.
We are not meant to be, we only bring each other hurt.
We are not meant to be, we only bring each other hurt.
