Club lights

Not the drinking type,

Just here for the light drinks tonight. 

The night feels heavy 

Barely keeping my drink down. This red drink I'm sipping looks at me with such envy. 

Drowning in a couple of rounds, 

Barely hearing the music of the club sounds. 

But in the moment I caught you by my shadowy eye. 

She looked glamorous as could be. Had my heart say Oh my. 

She passed me by, 

A scent of her perfume all too much,  you can tell she ain't the one to be shy. 

Ordering a couple drinks for her and the girls. She drinks the ones of pink. 

Gave me a lustful smile, I barely found a thought to think. 

Hey, could I get your name, 

Here in the night life we all looking for fame. 

But you could be the one for this wild heart to tame. 

I could tell she was feeling my vibe, 

She stayed close to my side. 

What you drinking, I can match your poison 

Better yet I'll top that by five. Your girlfriends can join in. 

Couple drinks in, we were touching on each other. 

Hoping by the end of the night she let's me in her place for new things to discover. 

Which place we going to, I can lend you the keys to mine. 

Let's leave by the hour, let's not waste any more time. 

For when we got to my place it all became history. 

I'd tell you what happened in between the sheets, but I'll keep that a mystery. 



Heavy Breath

The smooth of her curves, 

Moving her body in such tempting swerves. 

Dear me she has my head in twirls. 

She loves herself the most, a woman full of pride. 

Down for the ride 

But not to stay by your side. 

She's no man's bride. 

But right now she's stuck in my mind. 

She told me it was just for the night, 

We made love together just out of spite.

It's late morning, we share a bed 

From all the other cool guys in the club she came home with me instead. 

She had no time to waste, we got straight into the deed 

She had me convinced that I was her only need. 

Now laying both naked, she lights up a cigarette 

Pulls ******* it's white body. She holds no regret. 

She faces my way, gives me a smile. 

She's not going anytime soon, she's here for a while. 

She climbs on top of me to give a kiss. 

I follow too. Can't say I could resist. 

Her smokey air is just of Heavy Breath. 

She looks sweet outside but in her is such a stench. 

She's a wreck,
What do you expect.

For what happens next 

Are the open sins of no respect. 

For I may be something of her next prey 

Cause right now she's here to stay. 

Trouble

Between us is no distance, 

Her body I find no resistance. 

You stayed over for a couple more nights. 

Having me take ALL your drugs till we both got high. I forgot to mention I'm afraid of heights. 

But I enjoy the couple long nights spent, 

The morning does arrive soon. Waking up to yesterday's regrets. 

Falling hard for the club girl. To wild to contain, 

I still never really caught your name. 

Too drugged out with you. These memories so hard to contain. 

I'm not acting the same. 

No way you're good for me. Just a ***** deed. 

But you make it seem like you're all I need. 

You're just a thing I kinda lack, 

I could chase you away but we know I'll be calling you back. 

Trouble you are but I ain't had enough, 

This type of love leaves me a few scars cause you playing it too rough. 

I should rid you now but I ain't had enough, 

Lying to myself that I could change you to be a better person. **** that's such a bluff. 

Birthday Suit

What you wearing tonight, 

Looking forward to you for another night. 

Stop with the madness, she's killing you slowly. 

My mind screams to me in short cries. But I don't want to listen for I don't want to end up lonely. 

What's she wearing tonight, something I wanna see. 

Is it wrong of what I'm doing when she's doing it so right to me. 

Mother would be turning in her grave, 

Dear boy open up your eyes. She's got you in a daze. 

But it was just a haze, 

Of me not seeing the change she makes in me while stuck on her waves. 

What you wearing tonight, 

Something kinda special. 

Just don't tempt me that much. You better be very careful. 

Running nose on the snow she gives me whenever, 

Taking these drugs under any kind of Weather.

How I lose the grip of sight. 

But till I get back to that tell me baby what you wearing tonight. 

Mind over Time

Couple more minutes we're sharing together, I'm running out of time. 

She ain't the one to settle down but I'm wishing she was MINE. 

She's having my heart and insanity on a silver platter. 

I'm slowly out of it but really now nothing matters. 

Driving to my own death. Moving there quite faster, 

Perhaps I should confess of these sins to the Pastor. 

I stood in front of a mirror, 
I seen things that clearer. 
Who is this man I stare at, 
Your eyes are gone down into your skull. Drug addict ain't that a fact. 

Where's the mind over the time, 
She's a crook of my health, she does the crime. 

Heart over Reality

Reality is I should have rid you weeks ago 

Now my own heart poisons my body on the low. 

Really I should go 

But how to leave, I truly don't know. 

My heart claims to be in love 

But this ain't true love that the Lord brought from high above. 

How young and dumb am I 

To think this facade reality. It's such a lie. 

She's having me close to death but I'm so afraid to die. 

**** you for making me your personal addict. 

But I chose the title when I never left. Never thought it through, never planned it. 

Heart over this True reality, I see a Truth. 

To cut you off by the root.
Done being a childish youth. 

Soul over Power

Lose you now, it's about the hour. 

Do I have the strength to leave, do I have the power. 

You outgrew your prettiness, you're just an old flower. 

My dark soul is fighting for the light 

But the road there ain't looking to bright. 

Still I made the decision to leave you by tonight. 

Made it to your place, 

Been avoiding you for a couple weeks. Can't stand your face. 

At your home I hear your not alone, 

Ignored all my texts on your phone. 

I open the door to find you in your bed not on your own. 

Who's this man you having bedroom sessions with. Couldn't be better than me unless he's my clone. 

Now darling you've torn through my SOUL. 

You had to play foul, 

Give me a good reason not to crack his skull. 

But I close my eyes and realize it's just in your nature 

So I rather pretend we never met. Let you be a stranger. 

This man ain't knowing of you being a danger. 

I had no power to speak but your own actions already spoke for me. 

Thanks for the time baby, better yet thanks for setting me free. 

Rehab

It ain't easy losing a habit, 

Dying for a quick fix. Drug round the corner, how I easily smell it. 

But I need to be strong, 

A road to recovery is surely that long. 

Walking on it with sore feet, 

Made drugs my easy retreat. 

But those old habits can't go on repeat, 

An empty habit will surely die when I plan to **** it. 

O'yes I feel depressed 

But let me clear my body of it all. Let me give it some due respect. 

No to drugs and the carriers of it. 

Club life is fast paced but the drugs **** you slow. 

Don't be the buyer of the drug, don't plan to sell it. 

Hear such wise words. Take control.

Avoid the heavy breath 

The easy way to make your inner being stench. 

Find strength, 

Resist the temption, don't chase it endlessly like a old dog playing fetch.