Stammering for the right words to say I'm left at a loss. In my struggle to convince you not to call this off I would rather you leave in peace than not at all. For if you are to leave...then please see the deepest part of my heart that I had to reach. I hope it gives you clarity so that one day you'll find what you seek. What you sought; I couldn't provide. Denied myself too many times to fulfill that part of you that couldn't be sufficed. I got swept in the rivers that you cried...without a life jacket I paddled and kicked but couldn't make it to the other side so that we were both standing on dry land. Firm on the belief that we found what we need looking into the sunset hand-in-hand.