I keep forgetting that I’m not your daughter And I’m sorry for that I’m sorry I try for a place in your heart I’m sorry I do good only to keep you alive inside I’m sorry my slip ups aren’t as normal as you desire And I’m sorry I wasted your time on my desires I know I’m not your daughter But I’m hoping I remember that more often So you never have hate grow from your fire I know so many things And yet I take a seat at the back Only to let you say you knew that first I’m not your daughter And I know your thankful I know your pleased at the decisions of where your motherhood streams But please try to see I’m trying to remember where I stand in your feelings and dreams And remember that I’m not your daughter
Sometimes being a child can be more grownup than what many would assume. It calls for juggling of hate and love, of knowing where you are valued and where you are not wanted And no child can understand that on their own