I’m hiding myself again. I don’t mean to, It’s just easier to not deal With relationships Amongst others. I can only take on my stress, And I’ve been trying to teach myself that For years. It’s not that I don’t know that it’s unhealthy, I think that it’s more habitual. Which is pretty horrid, That I’ve already formed this habit of self isolation. But it’s so much easier to deal with. I’d rather have no friends at all Than a chance of losing them.