Why does she always leave when I close my eyes? Beneath the veil of love They will always despise. My mind is merciless Won't let me be Executes me even in times of glee.
She says she'll never leave me Why don't I believe her? An angel is no deceiver. Why do I feel all alone? Losing that warm embrace Turns my heart to stone.
I am a moth Love is my desire. If I'm ever in solitude I fly into the fire. Sometimes it burns me to cinder A few times, a sort of gold But even as gold, fear looks to hinder. And I wish I could have a moment of silence in my head Just a moment where I feel secure A second where I believe what is said.
Everyday, I worry she'll be gone I know I should just bask in the fact she's here And that I love her And that I'd do anything for her But my anxiety Spins in a void circle And my thoughts My conscious My hope My happiness Just get completely crumbled under A storm of madness. I long for some way to ensure Some way of feeling Some sense of love that is truly secure
Won't you please just stay? Won't I please stop worrying?