when will he realize that words hurt when will he realize the stuff he says matter when will he realize he has to change when will he realize im not perfect and the **** he says affects me when will he realize i want to be smart like him when will he realize i don’t understand things like he does
everyday it’s the same thing; “your grades ****” “make friends” “you’re so stupid” “no one cares” “you have no friends”
he’s my brother how can he say this **** to me we grew up together this isn’t a joke anymore it’s not silly comments and small, innocent pranks it hurts it really hurts it hurts he can’t realize that i'm not being dramatic and that this ******* kills me does he care? everyone says he does and eventually it will show but, when is eventually?
i can’t take it, i can’t stand it, i can’t act like it doesn’t affect me but i have to i have to pretend im fine because if not i’m the one who’s being a baby will he be like this with other people? no, it’s me no one gets this much **** from him everyday
what did i do to deserve this why can’t he let me live and be happy i've always tried and tried and tried but no matter how hard i try, it’s never enough