swore i wouldn't fall again,
so i won't feel the pain.
swore i wouldn't feel the same,
so i won't leave my heart to claim

i don't want it,
the heartbreak and the distance,
the confusion, for instance.

yet i yearn for it,
the warmth and comfort,
the feeling of a perfect fit.

told myself it wasn't worth the ache,
that i should stop for my own sake.
each day passes with a simple hi,
but when will it be our final goodbye?