i have nobody
and nobody has me
putting in an effort
but as lonely as can be

but not much effort
i don't wanna lie
i am scared of caring
i've been hurt too many times

i just want a friend
not too much i think
then i expect expect expect
and in those expectations i sink

i'm tired of being a giver
i just want someone to give a ****
if i pay attention to your needs
is asking the same of you too much

maybe it is and that's why i am here
friendless and confused
maybe i do need attention
is it selfish of me to ask for it from you

just tell me if i am too selfish
i just feel like i've given every last piece
but have gotten nothing in return
except for excuses i've already heard and didn't need

we can be friends or can't we
i'm willing to work it out
but this will never work if you
continue to put me down