Sometimes for unknown reasons it did seem life had gone to sleep in hiatus-- it couldn't have been my fault--I didn't argue nor coax it got too familiar with me--perhaps? but I couldn't say for sure and at best could only speculate--
I must be the provocateur to wake it up lest it were to slip away in indolence and indifference too long we would then not be on speaking terms again and both would be left wanting-
I will not use a whip only gentle persuasion waiting for its resurrection.