"who are you?"
a question that pops to my head whenever i see my self on the mirror.
i don't know my self anymore.
asking my self to hide these tears more.

i am not like this before.
asking above what is this for?
i can't take it anymore.
it feels like my pain is asking for more.

i swam in the sea of chaos.
sadly, i am not a good swimmer.
i can't explain this feeling to others.
for my words are not even better.