I reminisce on those last few months a lot, And I wallow in things but this I really overthought. I just want to say I'm sorry it took me so long to visit, And I wish I saw you eat that meal; I can't believe I missed it.
I know you'd of hated this pity I stew in, But you meant so much it hurts within. My eyes get heavy when I look at your picture, There's so many things I'd wish I'd let you lecture.
If there's one last thing I would say, It's that I hope you're safe and heaven is okay. That I pray you're smiling and are proud every second, And everyday is one day closer to being with you, In heaven.