i'm always thinking of every little thing you had done to me.
i wish i had felt more regret in those moments.
so much of my life was built upon one moment- one experience
and now all of that anticipation has vanished.
and much like many of these life events
i have found that its not all its made up to be.
the grass- although greener- shows no actual benefit to our mutual satisfaction and
that the best moments in life
weren't things that stemmed from being an absolute mess at 1 in the morning
drinking chardonnay a day too old
and rejoicing when all you should be doing is crying for your innocence.