Your frightened eyes look to me for Solace Comfort Fixing How can I hide that I’m frightened too? Scared I’m Too slow Too ****** Not good enough To fix you Help you Heal you. I try to keep moving I try keep strong But inside I’m terrified “What if I’m wrong?” “What if I hurt you?” “What if you die?” It’ll be all my fault When your family cries I want to help I want to heal To ease the pain and fear you feel But I’m not enough. I’m not enough. I’m not enough. My heart bleeds with you my hands will shake My voice comes out strong But You don’t see. You don’t see. You don’t see. The me that goes home Slams her whiskey And cries herself to sleep. I didn’t save you. I couldn’t help. They tell me I’m Smart. Strong. Capable. But they don’t see The me in the mirror The me that bleeds Because I’m not enough. Not enough. Not enough.