Feb 2019
I am my own worst enemy
I lost my mind
Tears - they kept on flowing.
18 electro-convulsive therapies later…
My mind’s all scared..
Like nuking meat in the microwave…
It’s sad and glowing.
On and off the wagon
I hurt my leg and couldn't keep walking.
I beg for help
But I couldn't afford the crutch
Can I play this game, any longer?
Before I lose everything..everyone that I care for?
What I need in my life, so very much?
The storm was started
As anger lit the match
I mended such broken parts back together
Can’t you see? Insanity?
It might be said “to last, forever.”
“Will you get the best of me?”
“Never!”
I lost my mind
Tears - they kept on flowing.
18 electro-convulsive therapies later…
My mind’s all scared..
Like nuking meat in the microwave…
It’s sad and glowing.
On and off the wagon
I hurt my leg and couldn't keep walking.
I beg for help
But I couldn't afford the crutch
Can I play this game, any longer?
Before I lose everything..everyone that I care for?
What I need in my life, so very much?
The storm was started
As anger lit the match
I mended such broken parts back together
Can’t you see? Insanity?
It might be said “to last, forever.”
“Will you get the best of me?”
“Never!”
I have suffered through Ednos and Adhd,PTSD, and Addictions for many years. I was never broken. I got my help and stronger with the right family. Friends. I got stronger. Support to any who still suffer and have yet to find their own ground.
