What would life be like without me? Would it carry on, barely skipping a breath to think about the already dull light fading away into oblivion? What is it like to be happy, and only rarely sad? I will never know. Because this life, it's my punishment for being happy before The Grey. It controlling everything about my life, I can't even eat around my boyfriend. What would it be like, if all those years ago, I never had the choice to exist?