I don’t mind the rain. What’s the point? I’m so use to the fact that I’m going to get hurt. But I still put myself in the situations. I wish I could take all my pain away and put it towards something else. But me being me, I put others before me. I would rather take the pain away from the ones I love and for me to take it and deal with it, so they don’t have to. There’s this “hole” in me. It hurts like hell when it’s empty but as soon as its “filled” it ripped out. I want to forget…I don’t care how. I just need to forget you.