Night after night it was easy to see Sunny days turn to stormy nights with ease In the shadows of my pupils was the devil inside of me Long narrow horns and a snake tongue came through his teeth The same dreadful thoughts running in circles with speed The same demons playing freeze tag with 10 teams My jaw almost broken from endlessly grinding my teeth Only a couple words come out I can barely speak This has happened before but I could’ve swore I had you beat I knew you would come back for me why does it have to be this week The eruption in my eyes red is all I see When will I die ? why do bad things always only happen to me ? Will I live a long life ? why are things never as they seem ? I swear I loved her but why couldn’t she just love me ? Why are you in my head but your the only one who understands me ? My friends just laughed and continued to drink While he was in my brain pushing me to the brink Insanity called my name for a while I didn’t want to breathe He gave me a strength that now can’t recede Beating times like those my mind now stronger than Hercules Now all my angels can finally Rest In Peace In the shadow of the pupil of my eyes he resides and sleeps Who would’ve known my best friend would become the devil inside of me .. Love, AP
Fighting demons only to love them in the end.. kinda song like.