today I am going to write about what I am most afraid of.
right now, I am most afraid of you. I am afraid of the emotions I feel when I am with you, when I think about you, especially the ones I feel when I am not with you. I am afraid that I have fallen hard you- the way my entire body melts when I see your smile terrifies me, you touch me and I feel this surge of electricity through my skin and the shock scares me to death.
you hold me in your arms and I am afraid that one day you are going to let go, and who knows what will happen then? all I know is that I don't want this to end, whatever "this" may be.
I am afraid that you are going to be the one for me, but I won't be the one for you. I don't want to be put through that pain, another thing I am afraid of.