I'm not saying you made all the bad stuff go away! I'm just saying! You made me not care if it was there...
There was so much wrong in my head
I'd stare at the ceiling, lying in bed
Trying to figure out why my brain leaks out of my ears if I hear a certain song or why when the sun hits me just right I get triggered for too long or why in all my relationships I couldn't move on or how the ******* priest thinks he can preach to me saying daddy never left and that's why you love buying Christmas trees
A word that fits weird in my mouth a word with a different meaning behind it than everyone else
they say blood is thicker than water but they both run in the river after you jump...
hold the edge of the bridge
hold my hand
feel my ribs
jumping was never in my plans but death felt like the option at the end of the tunnel for me
don't get ******
let the love wash over you let the fear and drama drive you
let it make you want it so much more
I knock on your door twice
I used to dream that it was his but then I realized he, wasn't it.
God, fought so hard, never did anything but kick up sand now I'm trying to fit the love of my life Into my 20 year plan
it changed so fast sometimes I feel my love lag he's moving onto the next episode and I'm not passed the intro..
That's all this is, is buffering. And if you wait long enough.
trust me I know,
and I never trusted anyone but me.
The light at the end of the tunnel is not in fact a glowing exit sign