"You look fine" That's what they say. but I wake up every morning with a heavy feeling in my chest. "You look fine" , But you don't know what's on my mind, My mind is filled with dark thoughts. And that dark thoughts became suicidal thoughts. ~ My sadness has overpowered my soul My anxiety makes feel like a prisoner inside my own head. A prisoner that can't get out . My depression drags me to my bed. Until my body makes me feel like I'm dead. ~ My heart is like a sponge squeezing by the dishwasher. and it feels like every second I breathe makes me feel weaker. They don't understand. They don't know my pain. A pain that won't end. Because of this Chronic condition that doesn't have an end.