Jan 2019
The Blue grave is inviting
But I don't want you near
You think there's room for one more
But I hear your fear
The Blue is no place for lies
You've been on holiday for some time now
You've been gone so long
State your claim
With classic poker face
Push my love aside
You'll never see me cry
My cries are locked deep inside
I don't know what to do
I don't...
I hurts to know
So soon after saying "so long"
Though you're back
I should be saying "goodbye"
Don't blame me
Don't hate me
Regret me
I'm lost in the Blue now
But I don't want you near
You think there's room for one more
But I hear your fear
The Blue is no place for lies
You've been on holiday for some time now
You've been gone so long
State your claim
With classic poker face
Push my love aside
You'll never see me cry
My cries are locked deep inside
I don't know what to do
I don't...
I hurts to know
So soon after saying "so long"
Though you're back
I should be saying "goodbye"
Don't blame me
Don't hate me
Regret me
I'm lost in the Blue now
People often see me as this poised smart creative intellectual individual. That's all that they see. They only blind themselves to the surface. If they knew the pain that I carry from the mistakes from my past I always wonder if they'd even so much as look at me ever again. I have friends externally, but inside I am all alone.
