Cigarette lungs And poisoned guts I have a rotten brain Riddled with curdled spots
I ****** down fistfuls Of pills from six separate bottles I can’t nurture any self love But I find loathing inside to cradle and coddle
Scarred skin And rampant decay I am an animated corpse A macabre, dancing display
In the ICU for three days Tachycardia and shakes Jellied my legs into Disobedient writhing snakes
Cobweb chest And festering heart I pucker and ooze Sickly sour and ****
Hospital hallucinations On the sink sat a friendly bird It shifted from form to form Singing beautiful songs no one else heard
I tried to **** myself by overdosing on various medications December 28th. I haven’t been able to write anything worthwhile since, but I still wanted to share something anyway since I’ve been away at the hospital for so long. It feels good to be out and to be making progress. I will keep writing until I can create something of value again. Thank you all for your unconditional support and patience. I appreciate this outlet endlessly.