Jan 2019
It hurts so much,
Loving one person to your max,
And one day needing to make a choice.
Stay and they are confused and tormented.
Or let go and he is free from your commitment.
I chose to let go…
Lord, watch over him please.
Give him the best in life because he deserves it.
I know he is strong but in times of weakness please show yourself to him so that he can believe in himself, the way I believe in him.
Lord, I love him.
I wish him the best.
-i
Loving one person to your max,
And one day needing to make a choice.
Stay and they are confused and tormented.
Or let go and he is free from your commitment.
I chose to let go…
Lord, watch over him please.
Give him the best in life because he deserves it.
I know he is strong but in times of weakness please show yourself to him so that he can believe in himself, the way I believe in him.
Lord, I love him.
I wish him the best.
-i
I chose to let go after a month of “a confusing break up” because it was no longer fair to both of us. I wish we could’ve stayed but, I could never let him give his dream up. I love him too much. I hope wherever he’d go he’d be happy. And I hope I meant as much to him as much as he meant to me.
