The boy that she would never admit that she loved standing in front of her never knew how much she hated herself but now he did.

She's the reason this boy
whose smile could light up the world
was staring at her with tears in his eyes.

The same eyes that resembled the loving hues of blue that laid on the seas and if you stared into them for too long their soft currents could lull you to sleep.

But his eyes looking down at her right now
were nothing like the peaceful currents of the sea.

His black pupils were surrounded by the darkest blues
from the angriest parts of the ocean.
The waves crashing and churning,

threatening to spill over his lashes
and down his beautifully porcelain cheeks.

And for that, she could never forgive her self.