Tear me out, strip me down; I am nothing. Destroy my heart, rip it to shreads; I deserve it. I'm not good enough for love that treats you right, or warm callused hands late at night. I won't be skinny or gorgeous because I'm not meant to be, no matter how much I wish the fat away. Skin me raw, hang me out to dry, watch me rot like I should have long ago. Pain is the only thing I've ever earned, thus the only life I'll ever deserve.