Meditation is sniffing lines until the pain goes away. Meditation is hiding in my room until the sun goes away. Meditation is found in the countless women I've let inside, but never to stay. Meditation is the ice cold razor that clears the fog that accumulates in the day. Meditation is when the heart tries to find the words to say, but my mind finds ways of distracting it and keep it at bay. I find the strength to meditate everyday, it's good for you, or so they say. But everyday I feel weaker, how long before I'm no longer stuck in the gray?
This came to me when I realized that I harm myself in different ways, and treated it as normal, even at times came to enjoy it. A daily meditation.