I cry for all the nights I spent without you The nights I missed you, still linger deep within my heart. Even now, it feels as if you’re still gone sometimes. But don’t worry I’m fine It’s all just tricks in my mind. I suppose we both learn things As we make our paths in time.
I just hate to say that I’ve missed Any hours with you That I was absent for the moments In which you needed arms around you.
That you were ever not okay That your knees trembled to the ground That you were ever sad And I was nowhere to be found.
I’ve let not only you, but myself down.
It’s my cross to bear, what happened I’ll wear it with sadness and shame And carry it through the dark, quiet night Or through the thunderous pouring rain.
Until the day, sunshine breaks way And I can forget all that happened yesterday Until I can look in your eyes And not let guilt break my gaze
Until you believe that I am willing to fight For you, for us, for everything Until my dying day.
I love you. And that, is here to stay.
Just some 2am emotional stuff I don’t know what it even means