We were just like stars. Exploding and crashing into one another. It was beautiful at first glance. Like glowing specks dotting the night sky. But it was painful like deafening explosions. And ashy clouds suffocating the inhabitants below. As your hands enclose themselves around my throat. I used to think that passion came from the heavens It doesn’t. It comes from a place of evil not unlike this. One where wars are fought over control. And can only be thought of as an enveloping abyss. One that I know, you no longer miss. Because now I am yours, with or without consent. We were like stars glittering, so very far from the rest. I thought it would last forever, that we would dance Into eternity, with your hands locked in between mine. The moon dust splattered like droplets of fresh paint. Across a vast canvas that was never to be finished. I was unaware and unprepared for the intensity of An abusive relationship. That to outsiders looked like desirable goals. If they only knew what happened behind closed doors. We were beautiful, just like stars But we were just as violent. With a hauntingly quiet release, a single star fell. You return to the evil that you call home, but that I call hell.
march 27, 2017. poignant, and full of emotion. enjoy x