A lively debate that inside I create A seemingly simplestate But this state of affairs Is like a ****** affair The details I wish not to share Please, don’t stare For inside I’m scared Am I prepared? Do I have the ***** to do what I really care? Or am I going to stay on this ship of self-despair Where I can scream my lungs ****** into the air But does anyone care? Do I even f@cking care??
Maybe a life spared but spare me the retched bullsh@t of self-pity I’m self-giving It wreaks up the air It’s noxious scent is not one I care to ever encounter or fair
Let’s “clear the air” and take on what I want from now on No longer a pawn who is living the tired joke of some pathetic love song
No, THIS is my “Swan Song” Where I belong This sh@t isON!
Climbing the mountain strong Bellowing a chant a song That’s been so deep within for so long It can only come out Right Because “wrong” does not belong This virus is airborne
No longer forlorn All the darkness is gone You have been forewarned Are you ready? Because it’s coming Sounding the horn Sacrificed the firstborn The “storm” Once icy and cold Now simmering warm Going to bubble into volcanic ash scorned This Oath hath been sworn Tattered and torn **** cloth all that is worn
But forward my path What’s behind me My *** The past Worn out, decayed, and shriveling trash All that is gone as I head towards the dawn Through the darkness I’ve trekked The Sun rises ahead And with it My song
My Swan Song I am reborn withered and worn But still strong I belong I am one with the Universe The path before me is brightly lit with happiness and joy No more patheticness All the grit and the spit Broken teeth All that sh@t It all meant something It was THIS
Every bruise Every break All the “wrongs” and “mistakes” Are what it takes You can call it fate or simply short of fatal but since neonatal through this day till Every day I thankfully say “Thank you” for showing me the way Because now I have A love that stays A true love One that can’t get away Because I value Me One ‘hopes’ or ‘prays’ But like a house Each brick is laid Onto the next Foundation made A sturdy house Can’t blow away Hard work put in Made it this way The same for me The price I paid But end result A saving grace