sometimes i stare at the veins in my wrist
and there's this big urge to just open it up
even though there's no reason to anymore
once a cutter
always a cutter
isn't that what they say?
my wrists tingle with the urge
and i just want to scream "no!"
i can feel the ropes against my skin
they keep pulling me in
please someone save me
someone please cut these ropes