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Nov 2018
I hold a lot of anger
Now you feel like a stranger
I wish you could feel what you do.
What the **** did i ever do to you
I'm trying my hardest to forget.
But my memories comes back like they never left
I'm trying my hardest to forgive and move on.
But seeing you makes it so hard to hold on
So many sleepless nights.
Me praying that i’ll be alright
The days i spent in bed cause i was too sad to even eat.
And you living you life not knowing that i couldn’t breathe
I forgot how to smile.
And now it's been a long time
I forgot to be myself.
While you left me, just thinking about your ******* self
I lost My Person.
While my depression worsen
I lost the one person i once trust.
And everything we built turned to dust
You might think i'm being silly.
Do you know what you did, like really?
I wish you could feel what you say.
Then it didn’t have to end this way
I wish you could feel how i felt when you disappeared.
You came back like nothing, not knowing what i feared
To get hopeful everytime my phone ringed.
My only hope you killed
To get disappointed again.
I know we’ll never get back what we had to begin
But i kept on thinking that tomorrow he’ll text me.
But you couldn’t see.
What being let down can do
What being left behind really does to you
It messes up your self esteem.
I felt like i was living in a bad dream
But i'm done trying to fix this up
Do whatever you want, just remember
I wasn't the one who ******* gave up
I wish you could feel what you do
I would never do what you did to me to you
Alexa
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Alexa  16/Non-binary/Sverige
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