ive been thinking alot about You here of late, how much i miss You and all the ways i want to show You my Love. i think these past five years without a relationship has a greater purpose for us. its been so long without someone in my life that i cant remember what it feels like to actually be In Love with someone, it is a good thing, i believe, due to the fact that much thought has been given to what i require in a relationship and what im willing to offer.(+) i have come to the conclusion that in past lovers there was a little part of You, and although i was temporarily satisfied, All that i truely wanted and needed wasnt there. i do look for You so intently, awaiting anxiously for Your arrival, which at times seems detrimental as the sadness of not having You with me now is easily overshadowed by my anticipation and the option of settling for less resting so heavily on my mind. ive even concidered a temporary lover to help fill the lonely moments, but i dont think it would be fair to her and much more importantly to You. Patience is key, i know this, and faith that GOD will bring us together much like Issac, Abrahams son. Not that i have servants mind You but it is the unwavering faith i speak of. i shall close now, as your thought consumes me and i hope You are doing well.