Nov 2018
I wish I could’ve gave you more
But I’m that time I couldn’t
As my demons clawed at me
I couldn’t love you the way you deserved
I couldn’t give you what you needed
We should’ve just stayed friends after our first break
I’m sorry that my need for attention ruined us
I’m sorry I ruined this
And I know you don’t want to hear that
But it’s all I have left to say
But I’m that time I couldn’t
As my demons clawed at me
I couldn’t love you the way you deserved
I couldn’t give you what you needed
We should’ve just stayed friends after our first break
I’m sorry that my need for attention ruined us
I’m sorry I ruined this
And I know you don’t want to hear that
But it’s all I have left to say
God I’m too emotional and I hate myself. I kinda hope you see this but at the same time I’m scared that you’ll contact me. I’m proud of you still, I hope you’re doing better.
