Hello old friend How I missed you in my absence In the darkest time you were always there your matalic smile glinting in the dim light I missed the slick way you dance across my skin Gracefully gliding leaving a ribbon of beautiful crimson across your pale stage I know your destructive nature but how I love to dance with death Sinking into the void only to awake the next day with a little less will and a lifetime of pain How I yearn to be held in his strong arms and dance slowly into oblivion because who would miss the girl with the pale blue eyes. Ask, dear friend and find no one ever cared to look past her glasses. If I never woke up again not a soul would miss me they would simply miss the smile I masked my pain with. They would miss my bubbly personality that has been adopted after years of acting like everything was fine. Plus if I die my writing will be here forever an eternal piece of my soul representing the realest part of me My pain So old friend the question stands Shall we rekindle our fire? Or should I sleep and just feel a different kind of pain?