loneliness is
when you try to take a nap
but wake up with a snap
and realise that dawn is far away
when you try to read something and fail
hold your mobile and habitually check social feed
inbox knowing that nothing it has
you see the last seen of them,
already disabled you know
try to see the dp not visible since years
and monologues echo inside.
you take a walk go to terrace stare in the sky
a night with no moon and stars hidden behind clouds.
you comeback to bed
and try to sleep with your pillow shifted otherside
failed...
the monologues continue
you grab your phone again
check online friends
few overseas frnds
wish you could ping them
but could not
now open the notepad
and write your heart out
pour your inside out
with tears in your eyes
silence shaken by audible cries
loneliness given by broken ties...
oh my God!
yes the God you find your own
to share without fear of being judged
and slowly relieved you are
relaxed you are
feel blessed you are
bestowed with words you are.
writing flows
a poetry glows
out of a dark lonely night
ending the day's fight
loneliness transformed into a soulful write....
and you sleep accomplished
filled with positivity...