My head
is turning
my mind
is swirling
my eyes
can't take
this sight
before me
adrenaline is
rushing through
my body
fueling my
jerking movements
and my
cracking voice
as I
scream to
the world
and roll
on my
soft bed
I find
no comfort
from this
instead i'm
losing my
strong mind
in a
long battle
that lasted
for only
an hour
but yet
it felt
like years
I am
freaking out
over nothing
in particular
and I
can not
explain why
but I
have this
awful feeling
and now
i'm just
stuck in
this strange
chaotic world
where I
can't seem
to find
peace.