I said I wouldn't email.
I said I wouldn't call.
I said I wouldn't text.
No communication with you at all.

I disconnected from LinkedIn,
blocked you on Facebook too.
Unblocked you... then
blocked you again.

Read several self-help books.
Tried to drink the thoughts away.
Meditation, exercise, work and painting.
Anything to get through another day.

But no matter what I try,
you are always still near.
In my mind and my heart,
you are forever loved, I fear.