Don't shake my hand, Don't bump into me, JUST DONT TOUCH ME!! For every touch is a hurtful reminder, Every sound becomes a hightened panic attack, Just don't touch me. For every graze of the fingers is a stinging ache, Every flinch a silent reminder.... Of helplessness, Every stare becomes a question of: Do they know? Can they smell him on me?... Who told? Who knows? The shame bestowed upon me... .. . Don't look at me! Or in my direction... In fact do not acknowledge me, I'd like to remain invisible for now, Don't hug me for embrace is no longer a comfort, Just what feels like a forced entrapment, Don't you look at me, for it feels like nausea and a razor's edge that cuts thru and thru, DONT TOUCH ME!!! For I am not yours to touch, and NO.... you are not welcomed, That's for ANYONE that seeks me, Just don't touch me, For every touch is just another agonizing miserable moment I could not escape even if I wanted to... And the human touch has become now my biggest FEAR.