She had galaxies In her eyes And her tears Were falling stars
I lost that girl not in a way that it all ends but where it totally changed I still love her more then the best friend we have to be is it my fault is it me I lost the last bit of hope in finding someone, to live with forever I cant love her like that it is forbidden I gave my life to her she didnt **** me but someone else did, her mother took that love away that girl love me I love her whats wrong with that I was always there for her even in my worst times I was still there what is wrong with me am I that bad did I **** up that bad when I was ten thats when I ****** up but I am still held back 7 years later I gave everything I know that I am better than every other, woman or man I am the best for her I became better lost so many things so I can have her I gave everything I dont know what to do now do I give up? thats an option. should I go, an option too. I ****** this up before I even met her isnt that like discrimination or something wouldnt that be illegal or something if not it should be I have nothing now. I just need some love something to help me live again I was alive for a year, but I am dying again what can I do I gave everything for her for our love was I wrong to ever fall in love like this to smile again I hurt now because I know we will never be anything I gave everything ... and its all gone
I just dont feel like living all the time anymore, how can such a perfect love be destroyed by someone not part of it?