The achy feeling in my chest is back
The mere thought of you with him
With anyone
Breaks me just enough to see the pain in between the cracks in my skin
Could you really have all that with him?
And if he gets to be near you
If he gets to feel the warmth of your body
Instead of me
I don’t think I can handle it
The memories will be needles
The ghost of your touch will be flames
And that is too much for me
Just let me be your everything
Too.