My head is heavy
And my heart is weathered
Already strained by the vein

My feet are on the ground
But I remember every word
Cause I don't wanna live this way

I know it's not alright
Letting it **** me slowly
But I'll live again

I'll find my way back to me
That smile will come around

Cold mask here again
Never showing gratitude
Stranger inside of me

I held every lie in my hand
Never admitting right or wrong
Cause I don't wanna live this way