I can taste the bitterness
At the end of my tongue.

A pang of sadness
Suddenly hits me.

I feel my heart
Cringe in pain.

Not a feeling of lost love
But a feeling of losing myself.

In a process of changing myself
From someone who is desirable.

I turned into someone who is unwanted.

Every path feels like
I'm walking in thorns.

I was unwanted from the start
In a place I should never be.