my veins are collapsed
I lash out
when I lose
this isn't living
I don't think I like you

staring at my feet
can't get out of this heat
but it's zero degrees

I'm feeling fine
for an hour or two

I remind myself
I'm broken in two

I'm trying to get out of the city
but
there's no living without me

can't keep breathing
as you cut my lungs

all is well
I'm bruised

I can't find myself
with the sky covered in gloom

where's the moon
the sun is acting strange

closing all the windows
all the cutting wind comes in